It's a waste of time and dignity 

Use our muse to write to someone

That not deserve our love 

To someone it's a devil dressed as an angel

To someone that only knows destroy with their sweet look 

To someone selfish that only use their position

To play with others feelings and then hide themselves  

And play the victim paper and make false accusations 

Accusations that can destroy our future  

So we have to be smart enough to know until where we love without lose our dignity

Nobody said that it's going to be easy but married life it's..

Compromise each other everyday, not run as you did

It's be there in good and in bad times, even it's more the bad than good ones

It's trust in each other, not trust in other women and talk shit about your wife with her

It's search solutions to the problems together, not point who make the mistake

Even if that means go to therapy to deal with each other

It's let the pride on the side, because pride kill the love

It's accept when we are wrong and said I'm sorry

It's found the happiness even in small things, because not always money give the happiness

It's carry each other when we don't have more power to continue

It's try our best to make happy the other person

It's love each other over all the bullshit

It's allow your partner to help you

It's cry with you when your sad

It's build a future together

Doesn't matter who make more or less but together

Because marriage  it's love each other without care the people around

But for you was more important what the people said or think

Because I'm not the skinny pretty queen that your family dream for you

You allow all this bullshit broke our marriage

IF I KNEW ALL THIS

i would never married you.

One day you will wake up

And I'm not going to be there for you

One day maybe you will realize who really I am

And that day is going to be late

Everyone has limits and I got mines

You can keep pushing and treat me bad

Only because your mad or because you have stress from college

I'm a human with feelings

And as you want respect and good treats

I think I deserve the same

Not because I still love you

Means that you can treat me as you want

I try my best everyday but honest I'm in my last

I can't continue accepting those treatments

I know I deserve better because liked or not

I'm the one who's always there In good and bad times

The one that even you know my feelings for you

Keep it for herself didn't even remind you

And with the heart broken in thousands pieces

Stay strong for you, to hear your love stories

Your failures in love, I'm there to cheers you up

Even if that means hurt myself

Because I perfectly understand what your going through

But for one time In your life put yourself in my shoes

Try to feel me it's not easy and you know very well

You know I try to be strong all the time

I don't allow myself to be deppress

Because you know there is no one there for me to support me

You know very well what is the anxiety the stress

And when I'm going through this you always leave me alone

You always said I can do it alone

You always leave me alone in my worst times

And I always excuse you because I'm a fucking blind

But honestly I need to start to think in myself first than all

It's time to be rude with you

Blindness to obvious things

Selfishness and cold blood

Hate does not deserve it

Angry and frustrated

Lost pride

Love that will never be

Frustrated dreams

Soul as an iceberg

Goodness to evil

Green rotten soul

Purity in a black hole

Feigned shyness

Lost love

Deceived heart

Brain on your feet

Dignity does not know where

Time lost without Hope

In a moon that only appears in the dark

But you can not see its light

Because it's fake

Angel that does not help to heal

It only hurts and causes pain

Life and time that does not come back

The life and the time that you will regret

For losing it by loving a demon dressed as an angel 

You can try whatever you want

to make me hate you

But you will dont find it

Because my love for you

it's more strong than this

Because love it's patient

Love is kind

It does not envy

It does not boast

It is not proud

It does not dishonor others

It is not self seeking

It is not easily angered

It keeps no record of wrongs

Love does not delight in evil

But rejoices with truth

It always protects

Always trusts

Always hopes

Always perseveres

Love never fails

Like this is my love 4 you

You didn't notice?

It's been almost 10 years

And you don't get it?

Even if the pills that you drink

Change your personality

And make you feel that you hate me

I completely understand

Everyday I prove you

That I'm more strong than what you think

The life, the circumstances

Make me like that

Even if you saw me cry

It's not mean that I'm weak

Sometimes it's because I'm mad

But doesn't matter what you do

To make me hate you or forget about you

You didn't found it

The love I feel it's more big than all you can do

And by the way that's doesn't mean I have hope in this relationship

It's mean I still have feelings for you it's something that I can't change  

Don't break a heart and then tell it to love

Don't break a soul and then tell it to be happy

Don't see the worst in a person and expect them to see the best in you

Don't judge people and expect them to stand by your side 

Don't play with fire and expect to stay safe

Life is about giving and taking 

You cannot expect to give bad and receive good

You cannot expect to give hate and receive love

So if you're willing to see positive change in your life

You most willing to be that change itself

A day that someone named thousand years ago

A day for "romance, love and gifts"

But why one day in the year?

If we love someone

Why we have to wait untill this day

To show our feelings or to send gifts

If you really love someone you show your love everyday

The love it's not chocolates, flowers, expensive gifts

In my opinion the love and caring that you show everyday

The small detail that you have with the person you love

It's more important than one day someone choose for "love and romance"

Love is like a plant that must be watered every day

Not only in Valentine's day

If you do not dedicate time, love, understanding, loyalty, trust and passion

to your partner the love start to getting cold