In retrospect
Putting and end to a story has proven a difficult task than expected. For it seems too mortal on a conceptual front. Too final. Life is final but words are immortal. They live on and carry their weight, convey the emotion they were intended with, almost like forcing empathy on the reader. They begin to see what the reader thought and felt. But at any rate, like all tales, it seems fitting to put a happy ending to this story, although it still lives on but I have optimism beaten into me like a sledgehammer. In the manner of every mortal, you can’t help but look in hindsight and marvel at the opportunities that you made use of, or be regrettable about the things that could have been done differently, words, that could’ve been left unspoken or smiles, that could’ve been shared more often. We are helpless in this perpetual motion of thoughts that plague our minds, no matter how hard we try to swat them away. It will always be there – the past. All we can do is make amends and be more forgiving to ourselves. In all honesty, if you ask me, what would I had done differently, had I any chance; nothing, I would say, for it has made me the man I am today. Every action, every word, every thought has made me. And it isn’t as bad as it could’ve been. So, here’s to life and the ones yet to come!
To people who have forgotten happiness
'Smile', is what everyone says
To convince themselves
That your sun hides just
an inch below the horizon
Waiting to shoot above into the sky
With vigour
And its only a matter of a sly smile
And you'll be back
To their meadows of dandelions and hay
And you know it
In your heart
The way up there
Isn't very long or exasperating
Its the 'getting up and ready' part
that's testing.
So, you give it a try
And another
And another
And you realize
There's a weight holding you down
Its tempting to shove it of
But the gravity is an old friend
you're not ready to leave.