Time after time i some how seem to find myself dumbfounded trying to explain my mind. Redundancy same message every time always got me stuck in the same bind like showing a picture to the blind. Because of this i start to lose my mind

People wanna ask why I'm so quiet I'm going to prove my point just for you to go beside it? Got me feeling like 2 chainz all y'all simplistic minds need to be quiet or else imma be forced to start a riot.

Honestly I can't even believe i took my time to write this rhyme ain't nobody paying it no mind unless it comes with a picture, caption or it plays for 7 second like a vine

I feel like I'm speaking to the deaf my voice seems to echo into a tartarus depth so from here on out my thoughts to myself is how i keep them kept!

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Something that hurts me emotionally is knowing I will never get to do what I love and that is play sports professionally I know if I was to actually get out there and do it there is a great chance my heart will stop and I would die but I'm so damn good at sports everyone and they momma wanna know why I'm not playing varsity even the fucking coaches that's the something that hurts me mentally to be as good as those who are great but have nothing to show for it cause I'm forced to walk amongst those who just watch in amazement.

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Today I stopped at a cemetery drawn in by something imaginary

I stayed a while I was in no hurry

I felt like I belonged and nothing could hurt me

I sat and thought bout all the people that got did dirty

All the pain and everything that hurts me

I thought about my existence enough to screw me mentally

I’m alone no matter who’s next to me

I’m not saying I want to die but I do admit when the time comes I’m ready

I’m taking life one day at a time and the relationship I’m in is the only thing bout it that’s steady.

But at this point I’m feeling the distance was enough for her to be done mentally

I’ve lost everything already once my love is lost then to my savior my soul is ready.

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Growing up surrounded by oppression

neighborhood red zoned and locked in depression

Growing up with no father figure teaching kids resentment

Drugs the drive of the economy

Killing your self to provide for your family.

Jesus the only tool you need to be handy

With faith of a mustard seed you can achieve greatness greater then anything anyone has ever seen

From biking to riding in a limousine

This fly life is what brings the lime light that creates or breaks heights that people dream

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if your reading this it’s too late for me I’m already past going crazy

what’s ever left ain’t worth saving this is a dark road I’ve been paving

My heads harder then the pavement

The harder I chased it the more painglyphics I painted following a heart that’s been tainted while killing the angle that came to my saving

My spirit is cold and my souls trapped in a basement at this point I forgot the real reason I’ve been praying there’s really nothing saving me I’ve already fallen till I lost my way.

I’ve came so far I’ve been falling longer then I knew.

my consciousness went sleep I’ve been trudging on in my dreams my passions went passionless I’ve just been sipping on this glass of poison while taking shots of pain man I’m going insane maybe it was meant to be this way I just can’t look that mirror in it’s face I’ve lost my way.

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We spend all our time living in the moment you know (Y.O.L.O)

This the reason most of us run around solo

With a pocket full of trust that blows faster than diñero

But money can’t buy love dreams or friends

Only broken hearts lonely times and empty promises, now your left crying over another dead end

Stuck in the moment trying to find ground to stand, i ran into a pretty young thing that turned my jaded heart young again.

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I will never forget the first time I saw an angel.

It was kinda weird how time slowed down.

The only thing I saw was her perfect figure there glowing with beauty as the wind gently carried her hair to perfection.

I can never forget the first time I saw the smile of an angel.

As my wandering eyes met hers I couldn't help but notice how all feelings of pain, hatred, and misguidance were deterred.

I felt like I finally found where I belonged.

Now that angel is gone and so is apart of me.

Granted life goes on but I find myself having cold feet

Wanting to forget about how with you life was so sweet.

Buried in thoughts so deep. Like treasure locked up with no key opening up seems impossible so u slowly accept defeat. Not knowing is all that is killing me.

Every day I see the same angel but silence is all we speak. I wish she knew the truth that I been longing for her to see. So here i stay pondering upon cold feet what is life if there is no you and there is no me?

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Love is it really what it is said to be?

How can someone say they love you just to lie intentionally?

Scars that leave me rotten memories

How much pain does it take to find that individual who will love me unconditionally,not visually, not just to say you been with me, but to love me for me not the words I speak

But then again these days who even knows what love truly means

Once such a sacred word now abused and overused

The frustration contemplation over complication of finding a good relationship is beginning to take a toll on me

I refuse to be put down at the mercy of love

But it's obviously not meant to be

It's starting to hurt me mentally to have you half way for an hour of the day then you act like you never met me

We go our separate ways

In the halls I often hope to see ur

face

Not to make this personal

Every kiss hurts just cause I know you don't feel about me the way I feel about you.

This is love by 1 between 2.

Like Trey Songz said in a song or 2 " sex ain't better then love" well neither is losing you.

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