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RoxellaMay
A beach of thoughts. A world I had always belonged to.
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Cover image for post Soulfire, by RoxellaMay
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RoxellaMay in Stream of Consciousness

Soulfire

A single touch burns me with the fire of pleasure.

Your fragrance is an exhilaration.

I was a lone traveller who found home in your ever-changing embodiment.

Our souls reverberate with the same wild rage.

We are savages.

Cover image for post Soul talk, by RoxellaMay
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RoxellaMay in Flash Fiction

Soul talk

You are a past I will never be ready to confront a second time.

You are the teenage fantasy that I craved but never realised.

You are a part of my soul I love and hate at the same time.

You are a force I cannot escape.

I loose control over my senses when you stand in front of me.

My only way to salvation is you leaving me by your will.

I can no longer withstand your power.

I do not know if I will be able to survive you one more time.

Please let me live.

Give me hope.

Cover image for post Kites, by RoxellaMay
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RoxellaMay in Stream of Consciousness

Kites

Out of the one hundred billion stars in the universe, I chose you.

I don't understand why you make me feel the way I do when I think of you. My heart is on the verge of explosion because of the might of the emotions it is holding. When I am not with you I am constantly thinking about you. And when I am with you, I do not want to leave. When I see you, all I want to do is run into your arms and bury my face in your chest. To listen to your heart beating to the rythm of love. I want to hug you tight and never leave your side. I want to chase my dreams with you. I want to sit by your side and look at the fireworks all night long.

Love is a strong word. It is something I do not understand. I do not know if it has come my way yet. They say that you'll know when love hits you. But how do I affirm its presence?

I do not want our touch to be christened. There is no past or future.

Only the present is what matters. I want us to be two kites flying together in the sky, wild and free.

Cover image for post State of mind, by RoxellaMay
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RoxellaMay in Poetry & Free Verse

State of mind

I lie down on the grass

And look up at the clear, starry sky.

There are so many.

Its almost a crowd

But they make space for each one of them.

I imagine you next to me.

Head next to mine.

Both of us looking at the heavens.

Talking about distant memories that bring happiness.

I miss you.

Cover image for post The longest wait, by RoxellaMay
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The longest wait

I wish you would find me fast.

Sometimes I get really tired of waiting. But then I think that things happen only at their pre-destined hour.

I have loads to tell you when I meet you. A lifetime full of memories, thoughts and feelings. I want to tell you about the time when I stood at the edge of a cliff, unafraid. Then there was the time when I helped a tiny little insect get away from a mean spider!

When I meet you I want to do all the things that make me happy.

But this time with you.

Hope you will find me soon.

Cover image for post Faraway, by RoxellaMay
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RoxellaMay in Poetry & Free Verse

Faraway

We always seek the things we do not have,

The feelings we have never experienced.

Craving a love that we have never been fortunate enough to receive.

Cover image for post Aching, by RoxellaMay
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Aching

It feels nice to be heard sometimes.

To feel wanted.

Valued.

Loved and cherished.

To not have people laugh at your opinions.

It must be nice to have a constant friend to confide in.

To not be judged for who you are.

How heavnely it must be to feel free for once.

A wish that will go unfulfilled.

Cover image for post Wait, by RoxellaMay
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RoxellaMay in Poetry & Free Verse

Wait

I am waiting.

Every day and every night.

I sit on the stone

Staring into the horizon.

Waiting for the sound of your voice.

Your sweetness I crave once more.

Your fragrance I desire.

Your love I need.

To survive.

To hope.

To believe.

To be alive once again.

Cover image for post The last step, by RoxellaMay
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RoxellaMay in Poetry & Free Verse

The last step

Burnt black.

Walking in shame.

But what for?

Are these who point and laugh

My own?

For they do not stand in my aid.

I want to walk away.

To not care.

But what is this fear that grips me every time I try?

What lies ahead of this rebellion I know not.

Why I  lack the courage to  let go,I know not either.

Cover image for post Under the blue, by RoxellaMay
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RoxellaMay in Poetry & Free Verse

Under the blue

I have never felt this free.

Lying down on the grass

Follwing the clouds gliding in the sky.

A yellow butterfly sits on my nose

At peace.

But only until

I pretend sneeze

To glee in its fright!

A dream. A daze.

The fabric that freedom is.