"You are heartless!"I say as tears wipe away my face of the day. For me, watching people acting is the first part of my day where I don't have to be acting. My guard is down, my tear ducts are open, and I don't have to pretend to be 'alright'. I can embrace the sadness that I hide away, locked inside my mind for hours---sometimes days or longer. I even have episodes of shows that I will specifically watch to rid my soul of the need to cry.

I call my binge watching my Net-Fix.

I Net-Fix to cleanse.

I cleanse to stay sane.

I stay sane for society...

And for my pride.

You respond with "all lives matter"

But yet no lives there have water.

You are focusing on the wrong things

Seriously, what are your thinkings?

People have no water, it's not something that will just pass.

But, good job Michigan,

Way to say, "FUCK YOU, just not in the ass"

My dearest lover,

I must confess,

Everything that happened

Was an accident.

I'm not to blame

For the incident.

I plead innocence,

In the case of your husband.

You see,

I was actually aiming at you.

Bang bang.

With love.

If only, you saw

The beauty of the fire

Instead of my scars

Illuminated in flames

You could have survived my wrath.