Aquamarine ocean waves in the distance stir me from my thoughts.

The sizzle of blueberry pancakes has become a morning routine I find easy.

Cerulean flowers wrap around my garden outside, as I step into view.

The beautiful blue of the sky is entrancing, almost calling out to me as if I belong to the sounds of the world.

If we could hear in colors, in all actuality, I think blue would represent my aura significantly.

Because I am the waves, crashing against the shore, day by day.

As I continue on until the midnight blues hit me, louder than anything I think I’ve ever experienced.

Love me

Love every part of me and kiss away the pain

Help me escape

Let the anxiety be from only being afraid

Of holding your hand or letting the butterflies make way

Tell me I’m ok

I’m beautiful in every way

I’m more than ok

Keep me safe and hold me close

Don’t let go and show me you know

That I’m not ok but you’ll be here with me

To help me fix the parts of me that are broken and blurry

I’m clingy I’m scared I’m insecure I’m scarred

I’m broken I’m losing myself but with you I’ll find some new parts

I’m panicking I can’t breathe

Catch me please

I need you here with me

And suddenly

I’m more at ease

As your arms wrap tightly around me

And your hands tangle my hair and your eyes stare at me

And you whisper to me sending kisses up and down my body

I can’t breathe

But in the best ways

I can’t think clearly

Making me feel loved making me believe

That maybe it’s a harsh reality

But with you I’m not so weak

You remind me

That I just need to love myself but you’ll always love me

Your lips press against mine our hands intertwine

I can’t seem to find what I was worrying about this whole time