Once you rushed into my world

I knew it was about to happen

I simply had to fall for you.

And now that I have

I never want to let go of you

And that scares me most.

Two years from now

What a long time

To change so many things

Completely.

Hopefully I'll be heading

Towards ending school

Once and for all.

Hopefully.

Assuming that I'll be soon

Seeing my best American friends

At the tomorrow land festival

Finally reunited again.

Love will be the only white blank

On an other than that filled paper. Will we make it that far?

I certainly hope so.

I sometimes wonder

If you think of me

When you flip back through the pages I was still a part of.

I wonder what you may feel

And if we ever really had a chance.

I don't blame you for anything,

It's okay.

I just wish you would have told me. I would have saved myself time,

Endless hours of hoping

And dreaming of something that would never happen.

L.K.

Do you know that feeling?

The one you suddenly get

When you're about to make a choice

It will break one of their hearts.

You can't do anything about it

But you have to decide

And what if you decide wrong?

What if you'll lose them both?

Forever.

L.K.

Almost every day I see your face

I've thought so many times about kissing you

What it would be like

But I'm never brave enough when it comes down to it

We talk, we laugh, we flirt

It's been going on for years

I just wanna touch you so bad

I could cry out loud

But I'm too shy to say anything

I'm waiting for you to take the first step

But you never do

I just keep waiting and waiting and I don't wanna wait anymore

What shall I do?

Give up and take someone else?

Not an option

I've tried that but nobody can compete with you.

Compared to you no one seems good enough

Nobody's as sweet, caring, mature, loving and good looking as you

Some days I hate you for it

I hate you for being my dream guy

I'm craving for every second I get to see you

My best friend says I'm obsessed

And maybe I am

What am I supposed to do?

I wake up screaming

I try to reach your hand

But you're not there anymore

Why have I pushed you away?

I miss you and it's breaking my heart

I miss your smell, your touch

I miss your cute little smiles

I miss us kissing after a fight

The world's still spinning

But for me everything's just black and white

Without you there is no sense in life

How can I go back in time?

L.K.