I imagine

I imagine him

breaking his cool

making him sweat

losing his composure

I imagine ravaging and savaging him

so hard

let him have a taste of his own spell

let him feel

a fraction of my

Ache

on his lap

kissing him

pulling away

then kissing him again

tongue sweeps and tongue flicks

he can't snap out of it

he's in too deep

in me

of me

Intense

Burning eyes

tension so thick in the air I could feel it

heavy and sticky like honey

sweet and irresistible.

Consciousness.

Hyper consciousness is what it is.

All the strands of hair in my body directed toward him.

Holy Shit.

His voice.

Oh god his voice

Gentle but commanding

just so goddamn sexy enough to put me under a

sex spell all the goddamn day

All the goddamn day like a hypnotic

I can't even snap myself out of it until

the source is gone

But of course

we had to be -- fucking years apart

and of course he had to be the most

incorrigible boss.

MY boss.

I could be just imagining things but..

nevermind.

So my fantasy begins.

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For once,

I'd just like to

exchange my brain with yours

and feel

Clarity

For once

I'd just like to remove my Brain for a

deep cleanse

purging all impurities from the

Inside Out

in creases and cracks,

in wrinkles and crinkles