Personally, I like the thought of personalized heavens. Everyone gets their own personal paradise that changes on the Person’s whim. Penthouse over looking a city at night, a nice cozy spot near a window with rain on it, walking or sitting in the middle of a calm ocean or lake, a forest adventure or even just reimaging places where we felt most at peace like sitting in a cafe or being at an amusement park. Personally, I would like for mine to have a cyberpunk utopian city look with rain falling against my apartment window with all the junk food I could eat without any health drawbacks.

As I'm, writng this, I am reliving the embarrassment. It was years back when I still got dressed up for Halloween. My group went to a haunted house and because I was a complete scaredy cat, I stayed outside. However, one of the chainsaw guys did come out and in dramatic and very regretable fashion, I ran. Though, it wasn't a regular run. It was the Cindy Run from Scary Movie. I was running towards a group of people I thought were my friends but once I got closer, I realized that it wasn't them. Luckily, I didn't know them and they didn't know me so there was no worry about me running into them at the supermarket or something. The main problem is that I still remember it and get so embarrased everytime I think about it. I could be doing something totally non-related and my brain goes "hey, remember that time you embarrased yourself in front of strangers". Then I have to face palm. To this day, it's still my most embarassing memory.