What can happen at the most if we say everything that comes to our mind ?

Feel free and relieved ?

Exerting outrage in the form of ugly words can make all the difference?

At the very end of which you will feel way more burdened than before

as if you traded one big mountain for two and what else can be worse?

words , 'words' ,when chosen right will do right ,

but when chosen wrong,can bring down a whole kingdom over night 

that is why the one who reigns over his tongue can reign over anything

smart choices i say ,yes make smart choices with your words 

then your world will become exactly the way you want it to be 

when you learn to choose your words carefully .

I stopped drinking coffee

because my taste has changed now 

may be because I am not the same as before

that person who you know.

may be I stopped because it annoys me 

as it doesn't taste as it used to. 

funny ,even though we have parted ways  

our memories don't seem to 

I am having hard time i do 

It hurts my pride but the truth is the truth 

now i cant even remember why we did what we did in the first place

Is it time's evil magic to change everything or was it our fault?

may be that is why i want to take the reins in my hands now 

for a change control my life and not let others do, including time 

and that is when i decided to put an full stop to drinking coffee

and let go of million other memories that follow me relentlessly 

even though you didn't .

and yes what we had that day was my last cup of coffee

I didn't leave you for someone else

there is still no place in my heart for anyone else but you.

I felt I should become someone better 

someone you could be so proud of.

Not a day goes by easy without you

and every night I roll for hours missing you

I should have told you yes,when you asked me

but I wanted to be someone deserving to be

I hope with all my heart I did enough to have me in your mind all this time

so that when i come back ,you wouldn't say just not again.

Can't wait to be stuffed inside your long loving arms

Please forgive me ,for making you wait so long.

Make me stand outside your door for a day or two ,

I wouldn't mind if you still just love me too.

Forgive me quick and take me back 

but don't say no and turn your back 

you know i won't go away crying if turn your back 

but hold you tightly until you say welcome back .

I went to new places,learnt new things 

but as I left my heart there with you ,couldn't have even flings.

All that I am right now is because of you 

and none of this would matter if not for you .

So I hope you will be proud and happy

not just sad and angry,

because everybody else just makes me feel lonely

as your still my only!

Everyday is a new beginning 

A new path that leads to a new world

An open door to a new start

A new opportunity with a new challenge

that will shape you a bit more into 

your own best version. 

I once heard that it is our thoughts that shape our world 

Each new day you engineer that yourself

laying down your thoughts like bricks and 

your feelings like concrete. 

let your bricks be of good quality 

and your concrete be of proper consistency 

so that your world could be built strong in all its profound beauty

what you lay down today is all that matters 

and you can adorn it with colorful spatters

For that let there be new beautiful thoughts and

new beautiful moments in your life

not just today but everyday!

Class A welcomes you ,bogeyman will be your tour guide.My god!! he knows this god-forbidden place like his mother knows her kitchen and you will enjoy his company for sure! he is such a sweet funny guy as long as you don't ask him about his parents, so don't. Spider man will return from his venture sharply by 8 p.m and he will take you to your dorm .He didn't have time to have sex for a while so please be open minded and understanding if he asks for it tonight,well i heard a wonderful rumor that he is not just weird outside but inside too,being blessed with a pair of BBC,jackpot my man!! i envy you .you will get a DP  just like that every now and then and yes ,he is your roommate . 

                                                                                                     - to be continued

you can wish for it within you,

within your mind ,within your heart

you can ask your inner voice to be quiet for a while

and feel at peace and maintain it from your part

but never wish for those around you to be silent

no matter how much they sound violent

because it is a death wish that will give nothing but grief

leaving you to wallow in your own disbelief 

that time will make things better

but no,time will only make it worse

and what you don't know is it is too possessive 

as soon as you prefer it over your people 

it will make you an exclusionary 

soon days will pass, months will go by

and you will be left all alone with no one but silence 

and yes of course in absolute silence!

January 20th,2015,a winter month they call it but 

it certainly was a hot day. The dress that i bought that day before

did fit pretty good and I must say this,the guy who was sitting

across ,could't take his eyes of my boobs the whole time .

Unfortunately his station came before mine and he had to get down ,he had to!!

Well he might not have ,if that huge crowd behind him didn't kick him out.

I couldn't help but laugh when he tried to look at me with his doggy eyes for one last time literally hanging at that door holding the handle bars so tightly

It was quite a sight!! and I was tempted to trap him with my magical wink,

but poor guy!!he already had a miserable time trying to keep it inside 

his pants for over an hour and a half and it wouldn't have been

be fair to put him under my spell for a lifetime right?

God knows how hard it was for me to find your office in that hot day.

Well does anybody keep the interview at noon on their right mind

else than the geniuses like you?and because of that I couldn't get my lunch,yes I didn't have my breakfast as well and of course Mr.sun did his part perfectly baking me like a cake with his loving hot rays.When I reached your office I thought I would faint during the interview and got lost for words by those wonderfully engineered freaking stairs!!

I didn't expect to see hot ladies in jean to welcome inside, but they were a

perfect refreshment to my sore eyes at that time.God bless them.

After I sat down it took me fifteen minutes to get myself together

and in all those fifteen minutes those stairs got me wondering if i really needed that job.

But seems my heart secretly knew why I came there in the first place.

When your secretary asked me to go in I envisioned a 50 year old douche with a big fat tummy sitting inside with a devilish grin.

Well nobody could have guessed a sexy dark 25 year old to run that place.why did you say"Hi",with that sexy voice of yours the minute I entered.It just sent chills over my private parts and conveniently erased the words decency and Chasity from my mind .

You know ,people called me a cold bitch till then and I didn't remain that way for so long for no reason.Well that wouldn't have been the case,if i had met somebody intriguing enough to shut my mouth and initiate a conversation before like you did.

I was smiling like an idiot the whole time simply nodding yes or no 

for your questions with doggy eyes,wasn't I?I promise you that definitely was my first.

I hate to look at people anywhere else than their eyes but right then, I couldn't give a damn,my eyes were just like that wandering off over your hot lips and those broad shoulders and hot wide chest of yours made me sweat!

And as if i didn't get enough of you,you just had to shake my hand,right?

It just made it way more hard for me to leave ,I tell you and if you had let me, I would have sat there for the rest of the day and kept looking at you shamelessly.That would

have been awesome! As you got me lost into your thoughts, even climbing down those freaking stairs felt like strolling over a lawn and what got my mind brainstorming is that,those hot lips of yours weren't just alluring but they seemed so familiar that the moment I saw them I felt as if I had relished their taste wildly before

                                                                                                    - To be continued