worst conditions is making numb

not a brave soul brave enough to love

love that girl deserved

she who is made out of love

a worthy player came forward

came and left after giving false hopes

were you the one or were you just a phase

if you really had a lover why did you call her those names

you made your choice by leaving her

now she is sitting lonely sipping coffee, thinking...

you chose her easily because you realized

you didn't love her that deeply

well its just life I will move on

accepting this reality of not being yours

worst conditions is making numb

not a brave soul brave enough to love

love that girl deserved

she who is made out of love

a worthy player came forward

came and left after giving false hopes

were you the one or were you just a phase

if you really had a lover why did you call her those names

you made your choice by leaving her

now she is sitting lonely sipping coffee, thinking...

you chose her easily because you realized

you didn't love her that deeply

well its just life I will move on

accepting this reality of not being yours

worst conditions is making numb

not a brave soul brave enough to love

love that girl deserved

she who is made out of love

a worthy player came forward

came and left after giving false hopes

were you the one or were you just a phase

if you really had a lover why did you call her those names

you made your choice by leaving her

now she is sitting lonely sipping coffee, thinking...

you chose her easily because you realized

you didn't love her that deeply

well its just life I will move on

accepting this reality of not being yours

Often I have wished to live like cats ahh lucky creatures and thought how would it be to live without being paranoid and worried about the next day but my mind maybe has like superior level built-in anxiety and I am always anxious.

So lets get back to the topic i wake up around 9am which i think is good enough. Did anyone notice the time hands are on turbo speed nowadays and there i spent my morning making breakfast and cleaning the kitchen we clean because we dont want mom to scream I dont have cats but i LOVE cats so i just feed random cats outside my house. At noon i do chores around the house read a good book(recommendations needed) then its study time after studying for two hours straight my trying hands dont know how to function anymore and my mind just stop storing information so i charge myself by eating and watching random cat videos(no one asked but these are my two favourite things)sometimes take a nap or maybe play badminton with my sister if she is busy then i run in a park outside my house.6pm is afternoon tea time let me tell you tea is my necessity! I do my remaining work chat with my family members and annoy them. By 9 we usually eat dinner and then i bingewatch my animes until my eyes feel heavy and SLEEP