Whether things change or they stay the same, my heart felt the pain of you being gone. I don't regret you. I wish I knew how you found the version of me you seemed to know that was better to leave behind. I wish you'd gotten to know me instead, the person who still cries when they're confused about why and somehow still misses you even after all this time. Maybe someday, people will fill all the space you made then changed your mind about and I won't think about you. I suppose as much as you may think about me, you didn't change your mind and come back. Of all the villains I ever thought I could become, to somehow end up one in your eyes was a price I never dreamed I'd have to pay.

My freezer has no light in it.

It doesn't seem like a big issue, but it is.

Just think, it's night, and you can't see what you're doing because there's no light in the freezer.

And the light is off in the room because it's night time and you don't want to disturb anyone.

What if you make a noise or a mess because of it?

There's no light in my freezer and I think it's tearing my family apart but I wouldn't know because it's dark in there and dark in the room and besides, I'm facing the cold icy dark as I look into the metal hole.

My freezer has no light in it and I think it's changing me.

Why else do I keep waking up in the middle of the night to come get ice cream?

I don't want tomorrow.

I'll have to think about it.

I know what I have today, but tomorrow can come steal it.

I feel how I feel today, but tomorrow can come change it.

I know what I want right now, but what could tomorrow possibly bring me that wouldn't maybe be worse.

Hope is a very needed friend.