I puff on this black that I found in my sisters bathroom. Smoking makes the pain bearable as my relationship slips in the night. Moving in, big mistake taking you in me huge mistake .

All I feel is you in me the sweet nothings! I wish I was less prom to your bullshit, because I mean nothing to you! Now just tell the the truth, your a wolf in sheep’s clothing. You dog.

It’s a color. This color is not made to go into any other color!

Why? They say because black is to dominant! What mades it dominate?

Is it the absence of light? That’s what the definition says!

How can such a bold color be considered evil?

What black is for me is inspiration. It’s confidence. Every woman has put on that little black dress and said, damn I look good.

Black is nothing as it seem! One persons evil is another’s persons dream tool!

When there is no one watching I swear my pen talks to me!

It tells me write more. Do not become politically correct. Who cares bout the crowd. I never followed the crowds. They lead to no where!

I’m in love with my free spirit and not a man. I’m in love with words because they can give or take meaning.

We are so stuck on what is right and wrong. Stop it! Please your killing all that’s good on this earth.

The only thing left is to be who you are. Do not become a crowd favorite but a legacy. Every true artist weather written or painted became famous after their death!

That goes to show you become a Picasso not an average Joe!

Live and live on even after death!

Come child and rest. You’ve done your best in this mess, now rest!

This world that brought you sorrow, it shall now be left for tomorrow. But you, my child quench your thirst for ever lasting earth!

This earth is set beyond the stars and is only left for those who deserve rest.

You shall never be in destress but enlighten with a light so, glorious you shall fall to your knees in glory.

My only question for you is, are you sure?

If so, I have no more deeds left here on earth.

The only deed is for you to take my hand!

I do so on demand!

Your mad and I’m mad.

This is it, this is the end!

Me: why can’t you just love me?

Him: I don’t trust you.

Me: Why?

Him: your personality traits won’t allow me to. Your free and open with everyone. Guys hit on you because of that.

Me: What are you talking about?

Him: you don’t realize the power you have over men. You make a loser feel like a champ.

Me: What’s wrong with being nice?

Him: It make me jealous! Your mine and only mine.

I’m slowly starting to get wet. My heart is beating. My pulse is all over the place.

Me: babe, I’ve always belonged to you. I was made for you!

He looks at me, he picks me up. I’m rapping my long legs around him. He squeezed my waist. We are slipping away in bliss.

Our love story

Two people unclaimed and searching for love meet at a restaurant. Both unsure but both open. I see you for the first time.

Man,I didn't think he would be so cute. I say silently whispering to myself. Slowly I walk to meet you at the end of the car. I can't believe I'm on this date, that's always in the back of my mind.

Waiting for disappointment, but instead I felt the warmth of your warm smile. Your eyes like the sun bright and I'm slowly taken back from everything I ever known possible.

We keep walking and finally we end up on the beach. I'm cold and you give me your top shirt. We sit on the guard tower and I find myself telling you things a lot of people don't know about me. Man, what makes this guy special? Why am I drawn to him?

I don't know, but I have to find out!

Breathe.......

Three boys running around me in circles. A one year old cry’s in the distance, she needs my attention.

A nine year old girl going on thirteen. Where shall I began. I still manage to make a day at the park Neverland!

The park is our place of choice. Yeah, we could have went to jungle rapids or defy gravity. But, even my nine year old forgets she is nine and becomes five again.

I toss the boys this way and that way. I pick up my one year old and spin her in the air. She giggles and my world light up. I race my nine year old. She thinks I’m the fastest mom at the park. I wear my Invisible cape well!

Then we rush home, eat, wash up, and get in our pjs just in time to watch black Lightning! They are down now. My sister come over to watch them while I head to work.

When my little one’s wake, breakfast from Bojangles is in hand! Hey, I never said I could cook, I just know my feet hurt and I keep tripping over this cape. ;-)

The glow that dances off my skin. When I smile it’s like the ray from the sun,bright.

I speak to you ever so softly. You can not help but to be at peace with me.

My voice softly tell you it’s time. Then your soul leaves your shell and travels well in to the great beyond.

All of this happens so fast. Your family will greaves, but you are at peace.

They will soon find peace with you moving on. They have no idea how free you are.

How the pain no longer take over your body. Pain was your life and now heaven is your sweet price.

He sends his family one last sign. Letting them know that everything is alright!

At his funeral there was rain at first and out of no where the sun came out and a rainbow.

His family just smiled and no longer felt the emotion of sadness but, a strong since of peace.

Now he is allowed to sleep!

When someone shows you who they are, believe them!

-Maya Angelou

Never let someone lie to you. If they say this is who they are, never try to change them!

They will be unhappy and you will be miserable.

If your a jolly person and they are only half of the time , leave em!

If they need you to pick up their happy then you will end up depressed.

If they need you point, blank, period to be a good person, remove them.

These people will have to change on their own and after the 6th and 7th failed relationship. You might have to consider the person you love being the cause and effect of every failed relationship!