you are on a bridge taking turns trusting eachother hanging off by eachothers arms on the lions gate bridge, you trust eachother that you wont let go. but sometimes you cant always trust your partner she dropped me. she let go of me and i fell to a deep depression falling closer and closer to the water as she let go and the only thing that brought me up was myself knowing i had to also let go and change. into the person now. i am not falling anymore off that bridge. i am holding on by myself, maybe it takes one person i trust to make me let go to my death.

I am stuck

looking at your eyes

looking at you wanting

to kiss you.

wanting to hold you tight

and never let go.

but looking back

thinking of your cold eyes

when I got hurt

and now I am left

with the scars to heal

but memories that just hurt

and to put me into a depression

feeling like right now,

that leave me falling to my death

something that is just so wrong

you let him fall.

just let us be

in the dark night chasing

each other on the hill

hearing voices scared

running off the hill

grabbing me by my hand

looking back at you in your eyes

telling me to “stop it’s going to be fine”

smiling at you

knowing how different you

make our situations

so calm and lightly

putting your hand behind my head

grabbing my hair and

pulling me towards you

i put my hands on your waist

after you kiss me

and bite my bottom lip lightly

i look back at you

i’m smiling at you

i always smile but i really

can’t help it

i hate my smile

“i love you” you said.

it’s just hard to describe

the feelings you give me

my heart drops and i want to fall

on my knees

i go sit down on the grass

telling me to move my hands

you sit on top and give me a hug

“it’s okay”

i just really feel like

i have a purpose and

really need to be on this planet

just to make you happy

~i’d do anything to make you smile