My life isn't the best, I barely sleep and I am constantly looking over my shoulder and thinking that I can't trust people for no reason. I don't have many friends, and the ones I do have either betrayed me or slowly got less and less close to me. I'm not trying to look for pity or anything, but I write because I want to get away from reality. I love reading fantasy or writing because it makes me think about something other than how I currently live. I don't like being alone without something to do because I start thinking negativly about myself, or convincing myself that I'm not good enough or something like that. When I write, I put all my energy into it, I put in my dreams, my nightmares, and my true feelings that barely anyone knows about. I mostly write poetry about bullying, so I'm pretty sure anyone who reads my writing can see that I was bullied a lot. But, writing for me is, I guess like an outlet. When someone close to me dies I write non-stop for days. It's just how I cope, I guess.

If I were a dog,

My tail'd be a waggin'.

Because all I really want

Is to eat spaghetti.

Beautiful tan noodles

Under alfredo sauce and parm

Make me happy to be alive

So this is it

Al I have to say

Is I really really

like spaghetti

My first love was my beloved dog,

I haven't loved since she left.

She bit me in summer,

And she got euthanized.

I miss you,

Love you

Bella.