I was left to my own devices

Many days fell away with nothing to show

And the walls kept tumbling down

In the city that we love

Grey clouds roll over the hills

Bringing darkness from above

But if you close your eyes

Does it almost feel like

Nothing changed at all?

And if you close your eyes

Does it almost feel like

You've been here before?

But if you close your eyes

Does it almost feel like

Nothing changed at all?

And if you close your eyes

Does it almost feel like

You've been here before?

Nothing changed at all

Nothing changed at all

We were caught up and lost in all of our vices

In your pose as the dust settled around us

And the walls kept tumbling down

In the city that we love

Grey clouds roll over the hills

Bringing darkness from above

But if you close your eyes

Does it almost feel like

Nothing changed at all?

And if you close your eyes

Does it almost feel like

You've been here before?

Nothing changed at all

Nothing changed at all

Oh, where do we begin?

The rubble or our sins?

Oh, where do we begin?

The rubble or our sins?

But if you close your eyes

Does it almost feel like

Nothing changed at all?

And if you close your eyes

Does it almost feel like

You've been here before?

Nothing changed at all

Nothing changed at all

I feel like the world wants to kill me from the inside out.

They all want to kill me, because I want to kill them.

I don't mean too, I just hurt everyone around me.

I choose to be alone, I'm not lonely.

You think you want to die, but in reality, you're already dead.

I am a prisoner in my own mind.

Suicide is stupid? You know what's even more stupid. Making people think suicide is the only answer.

Once upon a time, there was a happy little girl

I'm tired of being that friend that nobody cares about.

I don't fit in. I don't fall in love. I can't live to fall in love. I am lonely. Darkness is around me, and I can't take it. I am alone, and love isn't worth it for me anymore.

I'm afraid to be happy, because when I'm happy. Something bad always happens

Don't cry, didn't I tell you to kill your own emotions.

People cannot win against their loneliness.

It's hard to wake up from a nightmare, when you're not even asleep.

For once in my life, I just want to be good enough.

You always talk about ending it. Always think about it. Now do it.

I just want to be important to someone.

I'm Okay.

I am depressed because I eat. I eat because I'm depressed.

I'm ready to become one of the stars.

I forgot how to be happy.

Sometimes the best memories. Are sad. Because you'll know they will never happen again.

I'm sort of miserable.

I'm often silent when I'm screaming inside.

I hate this. I hate everyone. I hate living

If I tell you I hate you, I hate myself a thousand times worst.

A girl who has been hurt and put down so much will never believe your compliment.

People only notice you if you're pretty or if you're dead.

The worst part about being strong is that no one asks if you're okay.

My worst enemy is my memory.

I make friends, and then suddenly I can't bear to be around them.

What a truly horrible world.

Walk a day in my shoes, then you can judge me

I wanted your love.

I'm slowly giving up.

I look happy. People think I'm happy. I smile for you. I'll laugh to tears with you. But I'm not happy. I want to kill myself every day. Just to watch the blood flow and feel the sweet sting of release as I leave this world.

I want someone to hate me, at least then I know someone knows I exist.

Why am I depressed? What did I do to become depressed? Oh yeah, I lost all faith in humanity.

Honestly, I think my back is a target practice for knife throwers.

Make it happen, shock everyone.

I was going through hell, and your solution was to leave.

I deserve everything bad that has happened to me.

At the end of the day, we all have to hold our tongue and watch.

Believe in yourself,

it's never too late,

I,

close my eyes,

see myself.

how my dreams will come true.

Dear Diary,

If you're reading this right now, I have perished. The zombies have taken over. I can hear them outside my house they are slowly creeping closer. I didn't believe this could actually happen, I didn't know that things could become undead. Earlier today my fiancee and I were about to get married we were under the alter when they broke in, I saw my family my future, everything go down in flames, literally. In order for me and a few others to escape, we had to burn down the church, with our undead loved ones inside. I've never felt such pain and anguish. I could hear them crying out inside, I thought for a second they were still alive, but then I realized, my family and fiancee are dead. I think they eventually escaped, but I'll never know. Oh god, they broke in, I don't think I have much longer if I survive this, I hope I can read this entry and see what I thought. To show myself I'm not crazy, the zombie apocalypse has started.

December 15, 2016

Hello, this is Micayla Green.

I was just writing to let you know how much I enjoy your stories. The Iron Butterfly series has been my favorite series for ages. I've read it about as many years as Faraway has been alive. I was heartbroken when he went back to his spirit world, but happy Thalia ended up with Jared. 

The Septori. That was the biggest surprise of my life, the queen, it was the queen the whole time! She and Cirus, the one's Thalia trusted most in that school, well besides Joss! I was so upset I could have killed her myself, but thankfully Thalia did that, but at the expense of Faraway and the accented wolf.

I hope you enjoy hearing about my adventures along with the characters. I am glad I chose to write to you, I have wanted to write for a while now.

Best wishes,

Micayla Green

The only constant, is the sin of man.

Without realizing it, we kill everything in our path.

Trees, animals, people alike.

We need the feeling of constant sin.

We have to get the high we feel,

When other people cry in pain, we smirk and laugh along.

We listen to the cries for help, but still, we ignore and go on.

The times get worst as the day goes on, by noon people all are in peril.

We watch the clock turn and turn, on a constant spin of time.

Not thinking about the consequences of hurting other's minds.

There is no time, only space and existence, throughout our lives.

The only constant we know will be there, is the sin of man.