"I was young and reckless."He said.

"I will change, I promise."He said.

"I will stop, give me time."He said. 

"I won't break your heart." He said.

I was young and reckless, and stupid for believing him.

I was changed because of a promise.

He never stopped.

He broke my heart.

Middle of nowhere

Sits a crusted,chipped,dirty box

This box to a naked eye is nothing 

O but this box hold treasures beyond any value

Soft,silky,clean and fresh are the words to describe.

The vibrant yellow, delightful red, calming pink and peaceful blue.

It is a true box O'wonders

There is this thing that holds me back

It usually ends in an attack

I'm wondering if I'm a wreck

In my had all crew on ship deck

It blocks any happiness inside 

and all good thoughts die

it is the chains that strap me to a wall of thought 

worries and sorrow

Put a fake face till tomorrow

They say don't lose hope

Does the day get better, Nope

I worry, I ponder and I sit and let it go 

While the endless river of tears overflow

The room gets smaller and my heart beats faster

My palms are sweaty and my vision is going dark

The short uneven breaths 

The event is like death you feel as if you are gone

But you realize it's only one cause

One larger than life explanation 

For this unknown situation 

Anxiety.