Why did I loved you idiot ?

Why on this earth I trusted you ??

Still..

Why do I still believe you'll come back ??

God..

Why ??? Why ?? Why ??

Though ..

You went I search someone better than me..

I hope someone better than you'll find me..

But..Yeah..

That better person will not be definitely you ..!!

"Oh..I can't bear this.." she screamed.

" Just..One more dear.." he patted her ,injecting the medicine.

"Two weeks of bed rest will make her perfect.." he said to her mom.

Suddenly lights gets dimmed,tables gets shaken, door shuts with her sitting over his head with bloody teeth.

" Haha..its my turn.."

In the process of exploring myself

Sometimes..

I find the real me dumped in a book shelf..

I love mocking at others..

Though we're birds belonging to same feathers..

Expectations .?

No..I don't believe..

Still..My heart restrain to relive ..

Guess what ?

I ignore to grab people's attention..

But

Strive to be in their retention..

Usually

I don't take people for granted..

Yet..

Become a granted bait for them..!!

Oh God

You've stabbed me

With an iron rod..

I wish

No man in this world

Suffers from this furld

I don't have any clue..

No.

Its not because of any flu..

Each and every tissue

Deals with its own torturing issue..

I've lost my hair

Which is unable to bear..

Gone out of breath

Due to force this evil sheath

My body of robust..

Is now

Fenced with poor rust..

I've lost my breast

Growling in pain and rest..

Even the fluid within me

Was replaced

In the name of chemo..

You are definitely

An uninvited guest..

Staying with me like an eternal pest..

Death doesn't welcome me..

Life doesn't portray me..

Counting hours and days

Is one's worst phase..

No..

I'm not afraid of death..

Just

Became very feeble

Because of this imposters..!!

The pleasant ambiance was made even more special with their sounds of laughter. Everyone there awaited a lot only for this weekend,as their dear ones woud be visited."I am happy you know..My meaning of life is found only during these days..But still somewhere I get upset thinking of million if's and why's....Know what?  I'm happy but that doesn't make me to feel contended...Sometimes having a fruit is subsided when we long for the shade under a tree...Possessing a Rolls Royce is subsided when we long for a two wheller ride..Sleeping in a air conditioned room is subsided when we wish to lie in the balcony looking at the stars.. Don't think I am preaching or giving lectures on philosophy,these are samples of  those agonies which disturbs me quite often "she said.

              "Oh..C'mon dear.. Why do you want to worry..I am there for you always..Its not that your agonies are wrong,it has just arrived to you at a wrong time. Now all you want is to be free and try to get rid off from those thoughts..Come let's go for a walk and rest under a tree as you said earlier" he said by joining his hand with her.Their walk tend be a romantic and an eternal one and she rested under a tree as he was busy in a call.The blossoms appeared in his face began to droop,the happiness he felt in his heart began to shrunk, somehow inspite of the internal groan he cleared his throat and said "Our son is not coming today..It was a sudden meeting ..I hope he will come with our grandchildren next week..Now cheer up lady..We will continue our walk".How could she make her husband sad by crying in front of him,even she gulped up her tears and said"He is our son..He is not an ordinary person.. To be super hero he has to sacrifice something..Hmm...But I am sure he'll visit us next week".But it was only her lips that articulated the words..but deep inside her heart she moaned groaned and died by hearing the news..somewhere her heart throbbed to say"Yes..you have to sacrifice something to become a superhero..But I never thought he'll sacrifice the love of his parents who longs just for his only sight.."

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