You don't know or care what she wants, you only want her.  There's pressure in your chest that makes no sense and with the very sight of her it pulls you toward her.  You feel you must resist but it's painful.  You need her to make you feel complete but know that she doesn't need the needy.  You must act cool or she will see your need and leave.

If I have discovered that if everything I see is a creation than I too must be created.

I realize that other humans of my intellectual level have also made this same discovery.

Then, I can convince other humans that I created them. I declare myself god-king.

I created the universe.

Worship me.

I have invented religion.

If I am the subject of a god-king who claims to have created everything.

And. If I am of equal intellectual level as my peers.

Then I have concluded that the god-king is lying.

I can make a bigger lie. This god-king is really the devil. And I am the real god-king.

I created armies to murder millions.

The wheel turns.

The world burns.