You left me and told me I wasn’t attractive

You left me because you said it would help me

You left me...Typing...

You left me wondering what I did wrong

You left me asking what was it or who was it

You left me...Calling...

You left me feeling insecure

You left me scared to be myself

You left me looking at myself as less than

You left me broken in a million pieces

You left me depressed

You left me with my heart afraid to beat

You left me...Crying...

You left me feeling unwanted and ugly

You left me feeling that I shouldn’t be alive

You left me and I met anger and aggression

You left me...Screaming...FUCK YOU but you can’t hear me

You left me looking stupid and stuck in space

You fucked me over

You broke me

You make me look like the villain

But there is something I need you to remember...YOU LEFT ME

The tears I cry stain my cheeks

I close my eyes and I see us

I hear our laughs

I see our smiles

The tears I cry stain my cheeks

The tears I cry stain my cheeks

I feel your hands around me when I cry

I hear our conversations

I see your attraction

The tears I cry stain my cheeks

The tears I cry stain my cheeks

Because I did or said something that made you not want to be around me the tears I cry stain my cheeks because you aren’t attracted to me anymore

The tears I cry stain my cheeks when I close my eyes and remember

Your words are on a constant loop the broken record in my heart and mind

The pain that never goes away

The tears I cry stain my cheeks

The tears I cry stain my cheeks because I loved you and never said it to you

The words you said and the words I wanna say don’t match

“I love you” “I’m leaving you”

The tears I cry stain my cheeks

The tears I cry stain my cheeks because we moved to fast but it felt good it felt as if I was stuck in time when I was around you the tears I cry came from a unstable love a broken down relationship

the tears I cry stain my cheeks

The tears I cry stain my cheeks after I let my anger speak for me the words I spoke came from a broken soul trying to break a soul the tears I cry stain my cheeks because I wanted to get back instead of get right

The tears I cry stain my cheeks

The tears I cry stain my cheeks when I...

Text you

Call you “leave a message after the beep”

“Im calling for the heart that once adored me”

Call back please

The tears I cry stain my cheeks

The tears I cry stain my cheeks because I didn’t listen I spoke

I was your judge, jury, and executioner

I never let you explain

I want answers as fast as I ask the questions

“When”

“Where”

“Why”

“How”

No answer

The tears I cry stain my cheeks because you need time to heal after I made a bad situation worse

I called angry “FUCK YOU”

I called crying “I MISS YOU”

I called drunk “I CANT REPLACE YOU”

The tears I cry stain my cheeks because I tried to find my way back to a home that isn’t mine and have never been mine

The tears I cry stain my cheeks

it’s our fault I cry these tears in hopes of answers I cry these tears in hopes of a cleanse I cry these tears for you

The tears I cry stain my cheeks

The tears I cry stain my cheeks because I know we could never be together again we hurt each other and we can forgive but can’t forget

The tears I cry stain my cheeks

The tears I cry stain my cheeks

The tears I use to cry stained my cheeks