Lying here

Naked and confused

This stupid heart

So damn abused

You play it for sport

Nothing is real

So many emotions to sort

I can’t even feel

I fall to the ground

Your evil smile appears

Not making a sound

You savor my tears

How you repress

In a heart so hollow

These lies you express

I still choose to follow

That sacred seed

You planted in me

All that it feeds

Is evil I see

They always tell you to never care what people think. Unfortunately, it’s a somewhat misleading. You make your own decisions, but other people hold things that are necessary to your survival. No matter what, you still have to appease people to some extent. I strive positivity, but sometimes it can be difficult to look at aside from it being a giant game of kissing ass.

I had to learn to live

With the death of my flesh

She was not an entity

Nor an asset

To an atrocity

That never ceases

From the millenniums upon millenniums

Of puddles of blood

That drown the world in conflict

I had to learn to take

The life of the one

I loved so much

To understand

It wasn’t their duty to mourn

Death has no validation

This was a precious life

So personal to me

That my eternal love for her

Is stronger

Than any universal regard