I don’t know where to start.

Maybe I can start with the word, art.

Art is defined as something so unique,

It only catches one’s eye very quick.

Maybe I can define this word with my love for you,

In this word who to be honest just came in to my mind out of the blue.

You were not the perfect art nor my ideal.

Yet as I got to see the art in you, for a second right there, I started to feel something real.

You were broken once or twice

Yet all I see was a masterpiece in my eyes

Going deeper to the dark sides of you

This love became stronger and deeper for you

If some only see you very ordinary,

But darling, in your own way you were very extraordinary

You were like a fragile art

That I will love with all my heart

Sitting at the edge of the boat

The sea was clearer than she had thought

The mountain gets clearer in her vision

The ride goes on and on

She grabs hold of her phone

As she captures the moment one by one

Water splashes against her skin

Her hair against the wind

Seeing the other side of the seabed

She sees the sunset

The sky was filled with different hues

Red, orange and pink mixed with the color blue

That was one experience

That made her think of her existence

She slowly close her eyes

As she whispers to herself, I feel alive

The palm trees surround her

The wind goes stronger and stronger

She sits silently in the driver’s seat

While the music in her ears goes upbeat

She calmly close her eyes

Making every moment worthwhile

After all the busy days had come to an end

She can finally rest her head

As the leaves sway

She stops the music at play

She hears the birds chirp cheerfully

And the people with her laugh happily

A smile forms across her face

The trees once again sway

She could not describe what she was feeling

But she does know that once again, she’s healing

I thought staying away from you would be a good thing.

I thought it was bound to make me feel

better.

I thought I would be more calm once I get that distance from you.

But tears fell on my eyes once I heard your voice.

All I hear was rants from you but I felt so relieved.

It was a wrong thought. You were actually what I needed.

What I needed, to be at peace.

When the clock strikes nine, she starts to get nervous

As she sees his name on the screen

Her smile gets enormous

She does her inner scream

And when video calls on saturday nights comes

Her heart beats like a drum

As she sees his face

All she can do is gaze

Treasuring every minute

Remembering each memory of it

This is how I feel everyday

And I guess this feeling would never fade away

It has been awhile

Things have changed ever since

I remember how much I would smile

That every time I get here all I hear is good silence

The stars go out

The night sky shines

The moon shouts

It’s been a long time

As I sit here, calmness gets through me

Loud soft music

I feel each kind of beat

Everything feels ecstatic

Heart beats faster

Emotions mix and roar like thunder

In this windy night

I rest with all my might