There is a dark cloud that follows the steps I take.

I call out to my past life.

I see you there all on your own.

Wishing that I had my chance to say goodbye.

I know, I know, I know

We tried to put pieces of a life together.

We gahtered everything we had to say our peace.

Everything remains shattered and distances grow.

I came here to say what I could not say all those years ago.

I held everything in and I watched as you left this world from all of us.

Life is so complicated.

Maybe we will find a way.

Maybe we will find a way.

I wish I could stay.

Here is where I feel safe.

Here is where I feel strong.

I don't know anymore

Everything feels wrong.

The premonition in my gut is dinging warning sounds,

It's like I have been here/done that before...

Something is not right.

I know and when I go back that feel lingers more.

There is a change taking place

And I hope it is not bad.

But there it is again!

That irksome feeling.

What is it?

Em S.

There are things we all leave behind.

I left my heart today.

Maybe it will come back to me someday.

Em S.

Was it wrong to dream so big?

Was I wrong to care so much?

The stars they stay align.

It almost seems unfair.

(Was it wrong, was it wrong)

Was it wrong for me to stay?

Was I wrong to speak that love had no name?

The streets seem empty tonight.

I almost feel alone.

What was that thing you said?

No I am not afraid.

Goodbye just means another day,

In this dark emptiness.

Was it wrong for me to run so fast?

Was it wrong to say everything alright?

Seriousness is not another cover,

It's just another ploy to hide away.

(Was it wrong, was it wrong)

Was it wrong to cry?

Was it wrong to finally be strong?

Everything I knew,

I knew nothing.

Here the ocean divides in two.

Let happiness float deep below the waves.

The reality is better set far away,

Don't ever get close enough to feel,

Maybe then you'll fall apart.

Was it wrong to dream so big?

Was I wrong to care so much?

The stars they stay aligned.

It almost seems unfair.

(Was it wrong, was it wrong)

Was it wrong for me to stay?

Was it wrong to speak that love had no name?

The streets seem empty tonight.

I almost feel alone.

What was that thing you said?

No I am not afraid.

Goodbye just means another day

In this dark emptiness.

Em S.

I cared too much.

You broke me.

You expect a whole heart,

But now I don't care.

I have no heart.

My heart is as black as the void you left.

Em S.

For a moment there we felt so special.

No I felt special, wanted and loved.

All I wanted was my chance at happiness.

All I'm left with is scattered hearts and a bitter void.

A void that's filled with hurt, bitterness and hate.

You left me so exposed to the dirtiness of this world.

Leaving me naked on an abandoned street.

Forgotten like yesterday's news.

All I was and all you ever wanted was to live for the chase.

Like an animal I was pouched down by your sweet, ever so sweet words.

Here I was at the ready mesmerized by your words to give my life, my heart to you.

And you without question went along with the game.

Taking but never giving.

Em S.