Why I sing the sad songs

you don't know

Crying under this blanket

And hoping to let you go

But you're the star of this show

It's really hard to let you go

You're the poison that I daily take

And I always wonder why I am sad

I can't have you even if I'd have you

We will always be stranger

Just passing through

I wanna let you go

Never ever come back

And I'll be here

Living life as I should have

It hurts so bad to lose you my forever friend!

You have been with me until your end.

Your already missed my best friend.

My companion, my friend, my girl, my life.

You have given me way more than I can ever repay to you my canine friend.

You have listened to me vent, and you have even licked my tears!

We have been through it all these many years.

I don't want to let you go, your my best friend!

But I will see you again at my end, my canine friend!

Rest, and suffer no more, my girl!

I will always love you my best friend

I saw myself,

Waking up,

Going to work,

Living this life,

And leaving it,

Eventually.

Struggling along the way,

Many times,

Feeling happy

And otherwise,

Devastated as things went amiss.

I saw myself,

Loving the love of my life,

Eternal bliss,

Heaven on earth,

If only it could perpetually exist.

Such is the nature,

Of this existence,

Awareness in darkness,

And everything in consciousness.

Perhaps I'm already dead,

And this is just a memory,

The past that was imagined,

In future remembrance.

I saw myself,

I saw it all..

Don't know where I am,

Maybe it's just dream,

That's all.

I saw myself,

I still remember

That's all I know

Why I sing the sad songs

you don't know

Crying under this blanket

And hoping to let you go

But you're the star of this show

It's really hard to let you go

You're the poison that I daily take

And I always wonder why I am sad

I can't have you even if I'd have you

We will always be stranger

Just passing through

I wanna let you go

Never ever come back

And I'll be here

Living life as I should have