One day i will escape in this world full of secrecy, greed and betrayal

I will lift my hands as a reach the fleeting vast air

Passing accross a linear between two opposite sides

As my finger touches the detailed in each ray of light

I felt succumb of tender; caress along the way

I see a future of wealth, happiness and satisfaction

A path where i want to be

So i closed my eyes, wishing this would be my last;

Last hope.. and enter the parallel of self love and belonging.

I am brave enough to fight my demons. I held my hands to exerts lots of prayers. Always meditating and fond of positive vibrations. One day i believe i will defeat the enemy. As i inhabit myself closed to the mirror, a woman who's weak and trembling. Cried many times like it flows in a river of hell. Her heart broke into pieces. Devastated. Shattered. Yes, im brave enough to fight my demons.

Extremely navigate this echo

where I want to settle in dejavu

Concrete wall appeared transparently

execuiting its deepest sleep bluntly.

Should not things been doing that

a fire of hell to loose about

Emptiness, regrets collided

A piece of unsoulful embeded.

For a years, you've been so good to me.

A moments, how you treated me as well been cherished lifetime.

A days to feel exactly longing for your care and guide

How i felt really bad, missing that way.

Each lesson you gave for me to grow

You teach me how to conquer all of my fears

You teach me how to fight my ownself of being destructed

Am i ready to deal with it knowing I can't hold you back?

I'm scared, to think that your life may come to an end.

I'm afraid to know that I don't have the courage to accept

I'm cowardly loosing my grief and cried for many times

I'm so helpless that I can't accept the truth that you were gone.

I always dreaming of a happy ending

I dreamt of a man who definitely accept my flaws and my moodswings

The one who cherished anything with me

I'm not into a glamour extravagant life

I would rather choose to live in a simple life with him.

How was it possible to be with him

How we build this kind of relationship

He never accept

He never explained

I stood up waiting

I felt there must be a reason

A reason that faces the fact

That a happy ending will never be truly exists.

'Cause a once upon a time will never be happen.