I would rather you remember me as a champion,

Collecting conquests valiant.

Not as a monster with huge hands,

As you pull away in the ambulance.

I would rather you remember me last Christmas,

I can still see the snow glisten.

Your voice a high cracking laugh,

My hands are cuffed behind my back.

I would rather you remember me in '92

End zone dance, pointing to you.

I am just so confused,

I wish I could remember you too.

"Wait!"

I say.

Knowing I'm too late.

"Does it have to be this way?"

I beg.

Is today the day?

"It's fine."

You said.

We grow and die.

Little deaths.

Here I stand

Hand in hand

With my double

The business man

Confident, affluent, valiant, bold

All of the things I withhold

Here we are

Eye to eye

With my double grinning, sly

His winning smile among the best

Surrounds himself

With the things I cant get

There we were

In the sand

On a plot of my doubles land

He cracks his lips

And begins to speak

"Hello, my name is Neverweak."