Why is that we could do nothing and still fall like a lifeless cloth into these mind games? Why we allow these people to consume our time ?

How they reach in and snag our emotions and choose witch ones we use and when. Only to realizing and trying to take charge , you stumble back in to there arms . With guilt for blaming such madness!

While in the back of your head you know better. Waking away in shame you don't even hear the snicker of the evil laugh !

We all fall,but I no longer can see.

I have fallen so deep. That all I see is black. I some times wish for my life back?

Then question why I try . My life so empty ,or do I choose to feel nothing ,because to feel is to much?

I have gone through a lot in my life and I don't expect anybody to care.

Heck in all my broken , hurting memories all I want is to forget. Nothing but regret . But the memories only torment me.

All the night grows dark my emotion grow, my heart races and new life forms only to be abolished my dark empty space in the morning .

Can any of you relate?