I didn’t want to wake up as a child

I don’t want to wake up as an adult

what else mid to be expected from life’s story that is a merry go round of the same tale

amid the many footfalls

eyes With different faces

there was only but one life

they live immortal

let it die

the journey is only so fun

I dream to

becabuse I can, not because the color

the expectation is a tradition

it's scent tantamount to chaos

but I still dream because I can

and I give the expectation the finger

i dream nothing but the will

and thus i create a way

behold--

I give you the super-man

he is shiny

he is new

he is the Jesus come to you

save me O' I, the anti believer

whose stripes do I swear by

whom so I crucify

who beheld when life was given dark

The reply he wrote was the omni answer

"simply a human crisis"

I lay awake scared

behold

in my dream

--the super-man

The worlds going to end

dont you care?

The worlds going to end

were all doomed

The worlds going to end

Fuck you

In the end they say theres a light at the end of the tunnel. But the point of it all was to stray from the light, I wanted rest. "Everything is LED light," my late wife, Lilandra, told me on her death bed. She could see everytihg, moving into a matrix of an omni pressence that embraced her right before the brights were taken away from hte crysteline eyes I fell in love with. Her time, final moments, couldn't come soon enough. Mine seems to have been in a twilight dream of forever yesterdays.

And now in my final moments, breathing still and jarring as though a babes first breath, every second is condensed in hypo motion. And I can't help but to think of the what if's and a lifetime of the little suffering dramas that plauged man kind as stumbling blocks will actutally hold any importance. The flourecent light in this room hums like 80's synth pop, just a long sting of an ants whine.

And I can't stand the light any longer. It just needs to be dark now. Final moments are the worst, life flashing before the eyes; you can see everything. Death is the cruel child that never grew up toying with man's every action. And now---breath is sudden, and it is taken. Dark is good, dark is God. And Submit I, to the will of Nihl. And who amongst us cannot be thankful that the light at the end is not forever.

do u do the duh

dee da doo da day

del hath dreampth up dull

damn nil death some way

nil the doo ah nay

dank still nah rah too

till the doo da day

"Heedis humphis needle nigh."

- these be the words of I

Bound out entrails a gasp a gasp!

Molten fecal the breath of I, at last release

Face embroidered teeth on candied hide and alas, I

Avast sweet filth, flower prolapse the squish between calf fattened thighs

And please, oh oye, and tease marbled meat

Slab on cold bark, pink it be under rotted putrid teet

Oye, and I

And the crowd watched in awe as the man of Tomorrow struggled with all his might to bring Lois back to life. He flexed his will to his hands summowning the strength of Nil. And although her body lay dormant all his muscle and power could not uplift the weight that is death.

”It’s over. Superman,” said Jimmy Olsen removing his Bow tie in respect and dropping it to the ground.

”NO!” Superman yelled clutching her in his breast. His eyes burned white and bared his teeth as an angry dog.

”It won Superman.” Advised Luthor bowing his head. “In the end death always wins. Even it’s too heavy for you to move.” Superman closed his eyes cursing the very existence he knew. He wished he could give himself to her, and all that was his power to the fleshy shell in his arms.

”No. I refuse to loose. Loise...she won’t go. Not now.“ Said Superman beginning to tear up.

”Then when? When you say so? You must think yourself above it all. You must think yourself a God.” Luther scoffed but he knew he had given him the idea he never wanted his enemy to submit to. He wore a worried look on his face in stupidity.

”I am what I need to be. And if needed that’s what i’ll be. A god. A better one. And I’ll make remake everything in 3 days in the image of tomorrow.” The crowd gasped.