Passive
I've never been the passive aggressive type. I'm more of a passive gal. You know the type of girl that you can just walk all over. If you'd like, you could add some swift kicks in as well, I won't mind. You could kick me off the stage and take my microphone if you wish - I have no voice anyway.
Stable? What’s That?
I think I'm unstable
Sometimes I feel blasé
Sometimes I get into a tizzy
Sometimes I'm angry for no reason at all
Sometimes I cry erratically
Sometimes I curse without warrant
Sometime I scream at the top of my lungs when I'm all by myself
But when I look back, I kind of love these moments the most. I like the randomness and oddness of it all.
Because I’m Happy...
1. My father's stories
2. My mother's smile
3. Buckwheat pancakes
4. Dandelion seeds
5. Warm towels after bathing
6. Baths
7. Singing loudly when there's no audience
8. Finding movie jewels
9. Finding book jewels
10. Butter pecan ice cream
11. Dancing when there's no audience
12. Unexpected bargains
13. Watermelon
14. My brothers' protectiveness
15. Easygoing Sundays
16. Spontaneity
17. Hugs
18. Leisure walking
19. Yoga on the beach
20. My nieces' laughter
21. Other people's happiness
22. People watching
23. Listening to music while I bathe
24. Saved voicemails
25. Vacations
Decanted Emotions
She bottled up her emotions and decanted off only what she thought those on the receiving end could handle. Because of this, the drinkers left unfulfilled while she felt hungover. The remnant emotions that were never expressed fermented. She thought that suppressing her true feelings would sort of protect them but in reality it was causing her pain.