Why do people put me under so much stress and not expect me to blow up

I failed goodbye

Last night something happened that changed me. It made me see how important I actually am it made me

See that I am needed and from this day forth I will forever try

Why do people push me away when I'm trying to help

Maybe I should stop helping

Maybe I should just off myself

The only thing that has ever made me feel alive

You only ever get a few best friends but those best friends are your life force you couldn't live without them. That's why best friends are so important

I'm just a broken, scarred, worthless, boy. But I'm fighting

J- just amazing

E- energetic

N-neat

N- nice

A- amazing