Him.

Sometimes I think this is all a dream because some that beautiful can't be real.

People say that your no good for me.

I think of you everyday, but that does not matter.

Because I know that you don't feel the same way

And nothing hurts more.

Then seeing you smile and knowing that I'll never be the reason why.

I belong to you

Always have, always will

If it was meant to be, maybe it wouldn't be like this.

Things didn't go the way I planned

Because otherwise we would have our happy end.

And maybe in another life we will, just like in my dreams.

I know that you aren't mine, but all I want for you is to be happy.

Even it's not with me, it's fine.

I hate you,

But I love you.

I miss you, and I need you.

But I hate you.

And in everyone I meet I search for someone like you.

Because no matter how hard I try, my heart still wants you

Without you, I wouldn't know what pain feels like.

Without you, I'd probably be the happiest girl alive.

If we hadn't met, I wouldn't have probably gotten my heart broken.

So if I could go back in time now. I would/I wouldn't

To change the way you treated me. To tell myself to never get

to close to you

like I did.