The pain was worse than the shatter of my heart; nothing was okay.

Some thought I was just sad, but sadness can not even begin to explain this feeling, for it was much stronger than a feeling.

It was a monster inside me and it was changing who I thought I was, and trying to take over.

I screamed and cried for it to stop, but soon I felt nothing at all.

Then I felt my soul crumble.

And I was gone.