Once More

The corners of my soul were barren

when he ambled in breathtaking promise

to the corner of my locked shell where

I was hiding from life and misery.

I grabbed my arising joy,

trying to contain it within myself,

overcome as my pulse quickened

with the overwhelming appeal

of his masculinity which touched

the yearning corners of my heart.

I felt as if I were being drawn,

force of a magnet attracting me

to my new home – I belonged.

I needed him with every fiber

of my being and opened my body

to beauty of what he had to offer.

I blossomed in his caress

as he stroked my longing skin,

awakened my dormant desire.

I was alive once more, as he

parted my legs and thrust

his manhood within, bringing

me to a crashing conclusion

pulling my hips towards him

as he kissed my breasts and

licked my liquids with his tongue.

“Wasn’t this what I had wanted?”

I questioned as I became alarmed,

afraid of committing myself

to someone who possessed

uncertainties in my mind.

I had been destroyed in the past

by promises unfulfilled

I felt cornered in my soul

and knew, in my heart,

I was unwilling to take a chance

           Once More.