Conflicting Change

Call of the wild they'd say

Or rather, the call of yourself

Loud howling noises

Screams of conflict and anguish

Pain and sadness flowing throughout yourself

A change so great

Not even the gods themselves can comprehend

Cause a change so true and deep

Is almost impossible to understand

It was once filled with calmness and anxiety

Now filled with hope and pain

Once an ocean, so calm yet dark

Now a tsunami, with light shining brightly overhead

A contradiction

That is right

For the chaos inside

Is a trick itself

The conflicting feeling

That's both in and out

Is also a warmth

A warmth called love

That I can no longer live without