I’m Back

Hello!

I'm Back!

Back to spill my feelings because no one else will listen

How are you, I am fine.

I finally got out of depression, and had a decent summer

I have a lot to update

I have a lot on mind

But first I must explain to you

Why prose came back to mind

I had a real great summer

Depression far from sight

But now only 4 weeks in

it's creeping back behind

High school is great

My friends are real devine

Plus the music room is great

the piano always mine to play

Yes that was great until it all went down

No time for friends

piano will have to wait

High school is great

Until time to come home

Here we are

back to step one

You ignore me

Anything I say will make you mad

You take away my music

My only way to escape

Come on! we've know this scene I was five!

Don't you see??

My anger turned to depression

There are tally marks in my skin

because I can not find escape

The moment the knife hits my skin I am relieved that I don't have to THINK about how I always mess up

With no music it is just me and the stinging in my wrist

You denied I was depressed.

"Oh, you've grown an inch, it must have been a growth spirt"

IT WAS NOT A GROWTH SPIRT

IT IS HERE AGAIN

THE PAIN I CAN'T ESCAPE

AND NO ONE CARES

I am here ALONE

WHEN WILL SOMEONE NOTICE THAT I NEED LOVE TOO??