Hit & Run January 17, 2015

Why do Dr.'s lie!

Why does the accident still hurt so much?

Why do 'ones in authority' keep saying, "It'll get better"

Why has this 'condition' taken away my ability to move, to enjoy life, cease making love

Why has it taken over my mind, thoughts of not caring, not belonging

Why am I allowing this depression to take me down

Why can't I smile like I used to, instead of cry

Why

Why!!!

It has to stop hurting

It has to stop ruling and running my life

Or my life will cease to exist..I will never write or paint

I am special, I can't give in..