My Monster

A monster at times I've been

continuously wishing that not be seen

biting the heads of those I feed

wishing I could ride off on my steed

my nature is to bark and growl

should rip my face off right from my jowls

life and pain cause so much anger

thoughts of suicide can be a danger

turning away to a darker side

causing my spirit to run and hide

I know I've hurt and caused pain

only have my self to blame