New Again

I sit and forget who I am again

Somewhere between

Laughter and tears

Somewhere between

Love and fear

On the cusp of something

On the verge of something

On the edge of nothing

At that mysterious point where

Who I thought I was meets

Who I think I am

& suddenly I realize I am neither!

I am not thought!

I am something more

Or something extraordinarily less

I am undefined

Or I am redefining

I am All

Or I am nothing

I Am

What else to say?

I Am

I Am

I Am