Endless Probability

Thousands spectrum of life. You know? A butterfly in its beautiful color; or a dragonfly in its thin wings. Which one is better? Does it matter that they different?

A little contemplation to every paper fold at the corner. You know? Can a dragonfly be beautiful? Can a butterfly fly with thin wings? Which one is more possible? Does it matter that they seem incompatible?

Then a child can dream. You know? Will I be a beautiful? Will I fly strong without wings?

But now, it's not the questions anymore.

Does it worth it?

Does it not worth it?

Do I deserve it?

Do I not deserve it?

What if I couldn't do it?

What if it'd all go in vain?

I've tried so hard, though

Should this really end like this?

Why? Why should this be like this?

Is it.... even a possibility anymore?