I hate jerking off

I am tired of jerking off

Pleasuring myself for the sake of itself

Tired of striving to impress

Exhausted from effort

And resigned to the fact of loneliness

I've done what I can

Shown the skills I have acquired 

Told the jokes I have learned 

And have thoughly come up empty

How do others make it seem so easy

I am afraid I dont know how