Gone

I stared for hours

At the image in my mind

I thought for days

But I forgot to cry

I got angry at strangers

Anger at myself felt stranger

My emotions seemed weird

They suddenly disappeared

I wish

You left so suddenly

I couldn't say goodbye

It's not your fault

I blame that bad guy

That morning we hugged

It felt so normal

I just didn't know

That night you were gone

I felt so hollow

Actions by another

Left me torn into pieces

Shambles of a broken heart

That beats for no reason

Now you are resting

But I'm so restless

We promised each other

Forever

You broke it

You broke me

I go on wondering

If I could be next

At least I could see you

It's all I want to do