dumb

idiotic at least

but sad at best

i live because of her

every moment the knife creeps out of hiding, i think of her and can't bring myself to do it

i'm the guy who falls in love and sees a new world

i'm the guy with no sense of self

i depend on others to keep me going

and i fear i hurt them

so when she leaves

it might not matter what i said now

and #IKeptLiving will be an irrelevant phrase