woes of a wanderer

Sometimes I wish that family had a special bond where everyone could feel what the other is feeling

Then my family would know me as much as I have come to know myself

Then my family would understand some of the decisions I’ve made and some I am yet to make

So that they could feel the emotions I feel when I am away from them for long

So that they could travel with me and see all the beauty in the world

But then again, there’s so much ugliness in the world

So many unwanted and embarrassing emotions I feel,

So many bad decisions I have and am yet to make

So much of me that am glad they don’t know yet,

So am glad that the bond is as it is

I get to love them, miss them occasionally and do my best to do what’s best for them