One of My Many Demons

You are one of them now

One of my many demons

But what did I expect?

I'm naive

I'm gullible

Of course you were gonna be one.

I should've learned the first time

I should've learned the second time

I should've learned the third time.

I should've learned this time

But I won't

There'll always be that emptiness.

The urge to search for hope

To search for happiness

I'm looking in the wrong places.

But they're the only places I know

I should've stopped

But I didn't.

I don't think I'll ever stop

I'll keep doing it

Until I die.

I'll keep getting used

Hurt, mistreated,

And mentally beaten.

I'll keep falling

I'll keep gaining these demons

Because honestly they'll never go.

I'm the one to blame

For all of this

For all of my pain and my errors.

I can't blame you

I can't blame them

Shit I can't blame the damn devil.

I've been getting demons

Over the years

Couldn't stop getting them.

Don't know why I seem to

Attract them

I always try to get rid of them.

Ha that'll never happen...

He was my first demon

They were my other demons

Hopefully you're the last

Of my many demons.