He

He... Ignites a flame within me

It's not good though

It makes me even more depressed.

When... He is near me

I can't help, but blame him

For being part of my downfall.

He... Knows what he did

I know what he did

We both know...

But I was stupid

I was naive

He will always haunt a part of this dark mind.

He will always have a place

Good or

Bad.

I can't forget him

I'll never forget him

He's one of my many demons.

He doesn't know

He's clueless

He's left a little broken girl behind.

I do know

That I've forgiven him

I'm just glad nothing got too far.

If it would've

I don't know what I would've done with myself

He will always be on my mind.

He will always be

In this cold broken

Heart of mine.

He'll always be a part of my hell

He ignites a fire within me

Nothing good, far from it.

I'll never give in again

I've built up walls

That no one can tear down.

Not even the good me

I'm broken

And HE doesn't even know that.

He will always be clueless

No matter what

I don't want him to know.

I don't want to give into him

Again

I thought he liked me.

But I was deathly wrong

He just wanted

Something to toy with.

I'll never forget

But he did forget

I wish I could forget like he did.

I must admit...

I miss his hugs

And his hands around my waist.

I miss saying he looked high

I miss the smell of his cologne

I miss everything about him.

Even though this was years ago

I'll never forget him

But HE will forget me...

He already has.