maybe the stars are too far away

am I in too deep?

we're only seventeen and I know everyone thinks they'll stay with their high school sweetheart forever

but he's the only guy who could understand me

we're both such basket cases we would drive anyone else crazy but

together we are this brilliant mix of insanity and passion and he understands my ticks and deals with my depression and anxiety and he manages to make me happy but what if it all falls apart?

he's perfection and chaos with golden curls and technicolor eyes

I just get scared sometimes

my whole life I've lived rationally but he's made me see the madness of things and made me believe in magic