I deserved better

If you're reading this that must mean you've found me. This shouldn't really come to a shock to all of you.

Trust me I've been planning this for a while.

Before you call authorities whether it be police, 911 you must be pondering 'why would you do this?'

The answer is simple.

The life I lived wasn't something I wanted to be consistent.

I don't call it giving up but simply knowing I deserved more.

I deserved more than spending my 4 years of high school taunted by my fellow classmates.

I deserved more than eating lunch alone because I was nicknamed a 'freak.'

I deserved better than having to hold myself back from doing my interests in fear of what others would say.

I deserved more than never going to prom or homecoming because I was told they'd rather see me dead.

I deserved more than having a father who would be abusive physically and verbally when little did he know I've already been assaulted.

I was both physically and mentally exhausted to my limit.

I DESERVED BETTER.

No one understood the gory wounds that were hidden behind these ripped and teared bandages known as my life.

Now all that's left of my life is this piece of paper folded into 3.

To wrap up this up I want you-mom, dad, friends, siblings whoever is reading this- to know that I did what I felt was a calling.

That felt good to say.

Nice talk.

From,

the boy who was misinterpreted