No Drive

I can't go on

I've hit a wall

I hear their laughter

As they watch me fall

I shut my doors

I forgot to write

Anxiety took over

I forgot to fight

And now all I can do

Is count my tears

Till I have to go back

And face the year

This is my last attempt

Of staying sane

My words are my microphone

And my song is of pain

I lost my friends, and my words, and my hope

I lost my drive

And cannot cope