A Delayed

we were waiting on the same line

and then we were staring at each other

but then we both turned away

and so on like that

making our souls flattering

we walked side by side

but we didn't even spare a single smile

we didn't even look at each other

only our footsteps that can be heared

later we heard people in our back talking

something about, "a delayed".

we both have no idea what it is

but we sure it's something that upset us

he even run away

leaving me

but did he?

actually it hurts me too

i don't know why but it hurts to see the difference of us

but when in the quiet place we met

we smile at each other

we even did small talk

laughing until our stomach hurts

because in the quiet place

there's no people

especially the one who talk about 'a delayed."

myself burn

when i see you

smiling and talking

with another girl

and then i thought,"did you actually do the same thing like me?"

after a long thought

i realized that after all this time i'm not that sure what you act towards me

is it because you and i are do the same

or is it because a delayed that people are talking about?

and i realized "a delayed" that people are talking means

it is the people itself

that makes the space for us

that makes the change of us

that makes us got delayed