goodbye poems
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somewhere under this skin is
blood, shushing away,
making its way to the heart.
where it begins.
and branching, curling through
the tissue, bones. all the way to the fingertips.
to the little forgotten places in the body.
(even those places haven't forgotten)
it's alive, still.
somehow.
somewhere under this mask is
hope, spiraling away,
making its way to the heart.
where it begins.
and crackling, vibrating through
the tissue, bones. all the way to the fingertips.
to the closed, dark places that don't remember.
(and then they start to remember)
it's alive, still.
somehow.
did i intend to write you goodbye
poems?
did i think i'd think about you
in every breath?
no.
and there's the blood spilled. did it to myself.
and there's the hope somehow. keeps me hurting. keeps me hunting. keeps me sane.
keeps me alive, still, somehow.